Feeling Trapped in a Structure…

Feeling Trapped in a Structure…

That deep urge to break free…

This week, I went on a profound inner journey with the guidance of my own coach—supported by plant medicine 🍀

A journey in which I set the intention to discover where I truly want to go in life and in my business.
“What is it that I REALLY long for in this life?”
“What will truly make me happy?”

And I received a very clear vision: I saw myself curled up like a fetus, trapped inside an egg. I felt so small. My body felt heavy—desperately wanting to break out of that egg. I wanted to crack it open and claim my full space. To fully allow my life force to flow.

The egg symbolized the structures that have kept me small throughout my life. Structures I tried to fit myself into in order to be accepted. Where I dimmed my light, held back my energy—so I wouldn’t shock others, so I wouldn’t be “too much.”

With my naturally energetic nature, my ADHD, I had always felt too intense for others. Unconsciously, I was constantly slowing myself down—not to overwhelm anyone.

But in this vision, I clearly received the message: I am allowed to break out of all the boxes I’ve kept myself in. I’m allowed to fully let that energy in—even if it might shock people.

Because I was given this ADHD as a gift.
A power to break through.
A force to shake things up.
A spiritual crowbar—to crack open every structure, every illusion that lives within us.

The egg—this structure—offers the illusion of safety: the feeling of belonging.

👉 But the real question for all of us is this:
Do you want to live a life of passion?
Do you dare to fully allow your life force in?
Or will you let yourself stay trapped inside that egg—keeping yourself small?

🔥 Michel